Carter's Mark - Chapter 6

Chapter 6: Conundrum

            The Carter estate lie on the edge of town.  It was an older house, and it looked gloomy.  The roof was starting to crack and come apart, the gardener had apparently been fired long ago, and the gate, fortunately enough, was halfway torn down.  Even with all of the flaws, this place still retained much of it’s luster and brilliance.  As much as he hated living here, Carter had to respect the house’s elegance as he emerged from the back of the taxi.  The driver was an old friend of Tom’s, Riley O’Hare, and they used him now and again to avoid the possibility of getting linked to the scene of the crime.  Riley was a trusted man.

            “Wait at the end of the street.  If I’m not back in thirty minutes, leave me.”  Riley acknowledged Carter’s words with a nod.  His plan was simple: sneak in, search the house, kill his father without confrontation.  Non vocal hits were his favorite type; no conversation, only the kill.  Around the back of the house were two Doberman, both male, both evenly intimidating.  Carter had planned for this, however, as his father had always been fond of guard dogs, and he had packed his tranquilizer rounds.  The bullet was designed to disintegrate on impact, releasing the tranquilizer into the body, while only inflicting minimal pain itself.  It took only about forty-five seconds for the bullets to take effect, and Carter was able to sneak into the yard undetected.  As he suspected, the rear of the house looked much the same as the front, with overhanging moss on the trees, siding loose on the walls, and knee-high grass.  Unlike before though, the back yard had lost it’s luster long ago.  It seemed as if Carter’s father had changed his views on things over the years. 

            Sliding through the storm drain into the cellar, Carter straightened himself up in a wine room that smelt of a variety of fruit and spirits.  Dark and damp, his surroundings came into focus after a few seconds, as did his memories of the place.  He had a particular knowledge of this area of the house from the times he had used the cellar as an exit as a teen.  Finding the stairs, Carter made his way up to the east hallway of the house, skipping the abnormally creaky fifth step from the bottom.  The few who knew about the cellar entrance to the house would be able to enter it fairly easy, but would not know about the step, which lets out such a revoltingly high pitched creak it can be heard from the west hallway, and down into the private bedroom at the other end of the house.  Listening for any possible traffic and hearing none, Carter edged himself out of the cellar and into the main floor hallway of the estate.
           
            As soon as Carter stepped foot inside the house, all of his childhood memories swarmed his mind again.  The first was of the day his mom died.  He recalled plain as day the confusion of a six year old trying to deal with death at such an early age, the realization that she wasn’t coming home.  His second memory was of the Carter Christmas party, the first event that he snuck out of house to get away from.  That was the night he met the old man down the street named Beretta, a WWII veteran with some amazing stories.  As far back as he could recall, Carter could not find a good memory from this house, or his childhood.
           
            Gun in hand, Carter walked silently down the hall, careful not to attract attention to himself.  Oddly enough, hardly any lights were on in the house.  The place was lit mainly by the candles mounted on the walls, and a distant fire, which was probably serving the dual purpose of  helping to heat the house.  This worked to his advantage, Carter soon realized, as the residents that worked for his father seemed to be grouped up in the main room around the fireplace, conversing and laughing loudly.  After a couple minutes of edging his way past the main room, Carter found himself in front of his father’s private quarters.  Never once did he imagine having such an easy time getting to where he was now.

            Almost as soon as he reached for the doorknob, Carter heard a sound coming from somewhere behind him.  Knowing better than to turn and see what was going on, he very swiftly shifted into an open room to the right of him.  Hiding in the shadow, Carter watched, as a tall, very skinny man dressed in a tuxedo walked by holding a letter.  The man had the disposition of a butler, but was very young, probably no older than nineteen.  One knock, a pause, then the man opened the door slightly and spoke. 

            “Sir, a letter for you.”

            “On the table beside you, thanks John,” replied a man at the back of the room.  His father’s voice carried down the hall, boisterous and almost alarming.  During the next few seconds Carter waited for the man to close the door and leave.  Oddly enough, there was no closing of a door, just the footsteps of the man leading away from the room.  Carter waited a couple of minutes before doing anything.  Even when he finally did act, he took it very slow.  He predicted that his father may be sitting at a desk, and may also have a perfect view all the way down the hall.  After finally allowing himself to expose half his face to get an eye out into the open, he noticed his father was not at a desk, or anywhere in sight.  He had decided that when he did lay eyes on his father, he would kill with no conversation, because it would be the only way to insure that he could kill him with no hesitation.  Seeping his way to the doorway, Carter glanced at the envelope on the corner table.  The return address was a city in California, and it had a cross logo at the left.  Taking the first step into the room, he noticed what he sought.

            His father, now going bald, yet without any gray hair, was sitting at a loveseat watching a black and white screen.  No sound could be heard from the television, and it was almost completely quiet in the study, except for the wind outside and the tree branches tattering off the windows.  The floor was an oak hardwood, which was an obstacle in the quiet, and Carter’s boots were rugged and heavy.  Two more careful steps, and he stopped.  Up above the television was a picture that caught his eye.  On the wall was a beautiful oil painting of a woman in her mid fifties, with remarkable green eyes and a dazzling glow of happiness in her face.  The painting was so masterfully done that Carter took a moment to admire it.  After a couple seconds, he realized he was procrastinating.  As he raised the gun to his father’s head, he glanced once more at the television, and made a shocking realization.  The screen was a monitor, and the picture was the very room they were in.  His father was staring straight at him, through the screen.

            “Good evening James.”  Carter hesitated, with a look of bewilderment on his face.  “I’m glad you came back.”

            “I didn’t.”  This is what Carter wanted to avoid.

            “But you’re here, and that’s what’s important right now.”  Martin Carter set his coffee mug down, and started to stand.  Carter thrusted his gun to the back of his father’s head, and he stopped.
           
            “Don’t you dare get up.”  He was not going to let himself lose control of the situation.

            “I see my man did his job,” he said, raising his hands up where Carter could see them.

            “Who?”

            “Timothy Sellers.  He probably changed his name for the job, but I assume you know who I’m referring to.”  There was a pause, as he gave the sentence time to sink in.  “You see, having a hit put on myself was the only way I could think of to come in contact with you.”  Carter was so befuddled by this statement that he froze.  No amount of training could have prepared him for this, and it seemed to only be beginning.  His father again started to stand, and Carter again tried to keep him from doing so.  The difference now was that his body refused to move, and his voice refused to resonate, and he just stood there and watched as Martin Carter rose up from his seat, and turned around.

            His face was kind, and his eyes gloomy, but he wore a slight smile as they took each other in for the first time in almost two decades.  He wore an almost formal buttom up gray shirt, and khaki slacks.  He was clean shaven, and his brown hair accentuated his equally brown eyes.  His attire and cleanliness had remained the same over the years, though his surroundings had changed dramatically.  Still pointing the gun forward, Carter found his voice. 

            “I’m listening.”

            His father looked him over for a couple more seconds before speaking.  “You know, you look exactly as I thought you would, though I thought you would be a bit more intimidating.”

            “What do you want?”  Carter asked, as he started to get hasty.

            “What I want,” Martin responded, almost immediately, “is for you to understand a couple of things.”  He turned, and started to pace slowly along the back wall of the room. “First, I want to apologize to you for not giving you enough attention when you were younger.  That being said, I’ve done a lot of things wrong in my life, but for you to run away from home without so much as a warning was just uncalled for.  I didn’t understand you, and by no one’s fault but my own, I didn’t make an attempt to try to understand you.  For years I devoted myself entirely to my work, leaving the past behind.  You were linked to her, and I hated myself for losing both of you.”  At the last sentence, Carter intervened.

            “Hated yourself?  I thought you blamed me?”  The look of surprise now spread to his father’s face.

            “No, no.  James, there’s something I need to tell you.  But first, will you put the gun away?”  It was a touchy question, but Carter hesitantly agreed.  He didn’t want a conversation, but now that one was upon him, he may as well get the most from it.  “James, I lied to you.  It is the most horrible lie you can tell a boy, and it has haunted me since day one.”

            “Out with it.”  Carter hated when people beat around the bush. 

            “You see that portrait on the wall?”  Carter nodded.  “Recognize this person?”  He looked once again at the painting. 

            “She’s got Ma’s eyes.”

            “James,” his father paused.  You could tell he was looking for the words in his head.  “When you were six…”

            “Out with it!”  Carter was getting tired of the run around.

            “I cheated on your mother.  She didn’t die in a car crash, she left me.”  For a few seconds, Carter’s face went blank.  How could this be possible?  The story was so vivid in his mind, the details so drawn out.  “I thought if I changed the story it would draw us closer together.”  Just as his father finished these words, Carter snapped.  He took two steps forward, and pinned his father against the wall.  Taking out his gun, he lodged it into his father’s throat.

            “My mother is alive?”  He was hurting his father, by the grimace that appeared on his face.

            “Quite,” Martin was barely able to speak now, as Carter’s gun was pressing against his voice box.

            “And she didn’t take me with her.  Why?”  For a few seconds, there was no answer.  Carter cocked the hammer back on his weapon, and stared deeply into his father’s eyes.

            “All I wanted was for you two to be family.”  The voice was heavenly, and it came from behind them.  Carter spun around, and saw the woman that was painted in the portrait above him.  He now looked into the eyes of his mother.  Carter was speechless.  Slowly, he lowered the gun, and slid it back into his jacket.  Letting go of his father, he took a couple of steps toward his mother, but stopped short, and millions of emotions and feelings instantly rushed to his head.  His face, however, was that of a shocked boy, and stayed that way until she spoke again.

            “Welcome home, son.”  Her face was serene, angelic, but she wore a worried look, like she was concerned about how Carter would react.  With good reason too, because Carter did not reach out for his mother, did not seek comfort in her.  Instead his mood was that of a faithful dog that had just been betrayed by his master.  His father had lied to him about her death, lied to her about everything, and she had let him do it.  She left when he was a boy, and had let him suffer his whole life, with only his memories.
           
            “Twenty-two years.  You didn’t even say goodbye.”  He started to let go.  This was the culmination of everything that had been in Carter’s mind as long as he could remember.  Such an overflowing wave of emotion that he had never felt before.  “Look what I’ve become.” He was talking slowly and clearly.  “I’m a killer.  Look at me.  I’m a mercenary.  I’m an outlaw of society.”  Carter turned to face the both of them, and continued.  “I can never be a normal human being.  My lifestyle is irreversible, in ruin because of what the two of you have done to me.  I would have never expected you to run out on me, Ma, never.  Never can I forgive you for that.”  Giving one final look to each of them, Carter walked out of the room. 

            “James!”  He did not even hear her crying out.  Carter’s head was so loud with his own thoughts, and his own heart beating, he couldn’t even hear his footsteps.  He left out the front door, past the housekeepers and cooks, not caring anymore who saw him.  Outside it had started raining.  After a look around, the concluded that Riley had done like he asked, and was nowhere to be found.  Carter took one last look around, then started walking back towards the lights of the city.  He decided on the way out that he would not see Tom until the next day, as he couldn’t yet bear telling him that he was quitting.  He traveled instead east, towards his own house.  As he approached his residence almost an hour later, his mind was racing so fast that he was giving himself a migraine headache.  The first thing he saw when he stepped foot in his condo was her.  That portrait, the mother that he thought had his side.  The mother that he never let explain her side of the story.  He didn’t want to know it, because everything leading up to it was a lie.

            He sat in his condo for about twenty minutes, thinking.  As he looked around, he started to despise everything about the place.  All the elegance, all of the expensive cutlery and art, all of the furniture, the oil painting, everything.  He had no attachment to anything here anymore.  He was not the same person that decorated this place years ago.  Acting on impulse, which Carter hardly ever did, he decided to rid himself of all of it.  He lit the antique kerosene lantern that he kept in the corner of the room, and took one final look around at his former life.  Never again would he be this person.  Carter dropped the lantern on the ground, and left his condo just as it started to catch fire.

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